Today is the day… Or rather, today is supposed to be the day.

We’re supposed to have our results by today… I am hoping and hoping they come in. I don’t know how I’ll handle it if I’m forced to wait until Monday.

Honestly, I don’t think I’m prepared for either answer. Positive or negative. Both of them are monumental, and as such, both have the ability to create a tremendous impact on my life. Of course, one is obviously preferable, but life-changing nonetheless.

I don’t know what I’ll do with either answer… Except know.

I’ll finally know.

I feel like a hurricane of emotion and anxiety right now… Today is supposed to be the crescendo, and I’m still holding that note until we get word.

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I am Samantha. I am twenty years old, and have a gorgeous little girl, and a baby boy who I am expecting in May. I am married to my best friend in the entire world. I am a full time student, and am torn between pursuing a career as a midwife, or going to medical school to become an obstetrician.

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