So, afer five years of searching… I’m back where I started…
I feel like shit.
1. Terry’s family was so nice and so excited… I feel bad about their disappointment… They’re amazing and I’ll keep in touch… but my search continues…
2. I’m pretty much back to square one.
Who knows how long this will take… another five years? Another fifty?
I feel like everytime I get my hopes up, they just get crushed.