It still hurts…

Today kind of sucks.

I’m trying not to let it get to me, but today is one year since I lost my baby. It’s really hard to not get upset. I know that I wasn’t that far along… But it still hurts. It makes me really sad and I have a hard time with it.

I’m trying to be positive and think about the things that happened positively… Like that I became even more resolved to fix things with my husband (at the time we were having problems) and I got pregnant with Danny shortly after… And if I hadn’t had the miscarriage, I wouldn’t have had him… I try to think of those things to keep me from being sad…

But it still hurts.

:'(

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2 Responses to “It still hurts…”
  1. In a few days, it will be the 2 year anniversary since I lost my little one. I understand completely how you feel. I now have an almost one year old and I tell myself all the time, if I hadn’t lost that baby, I wouldn’t have my princess. It helps a little but doesn’t take the pain away completely. (((HUGS))) You are not alone.

    • Samanthavv says:

      Thanks for reaching out. It’s really hard to deal with that kind of emotional pain. It’s so hard. All I can think is “What if I had done this differently? What if I had not stressed myself out too much or taken my prenatals every day?” The possibilities of all the things I could have done or should have done differently haunt me. It’s really hard. I keep thinking that there was some way I could have prevented it, but… At the same time, in my rational mind, I know there was nothing I could have done.

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